I feel like I’ve only just come back down to earth, just regained my grip on reality, and its all going to disappear in a few short months. Doing nostalgia as a theme of Brideshead Revisited today just made me want to cry. Nostalgia is a sentimental wish for a time that has past- for a Golden Age. This is that time. Now is my Golden Age. And its slipping through my fingers. A year ago I couldn’t wait to get out, but I’ve realised just how much i have to lose. I know that if i don’t end what i have before I leave for uni, I’ll never let go.
